for a week now, i have been trying to tell my experiences, that i was to afraid to talk about, at first i felt better, but in every experience i’ve told, i would always leave things out. i would start to type it. but i would become unable to tell the full story. as time went by. i started to feel guilty, like i’ve messed up or violated trust. it feels bad, almost like if i continue, i could possibly be punished.. thank you everyone for being so warm and caring and open. but i’m starting to become scared..